TANYITING

Homework, projects is increasing day by day. Still able to cope, but think its getting more and more tough. Hang on, holidays is coming in a week time! Asian youth game, we are leaving on the 18th evening. Taking SIA to KL, WTH?!?! But by then i will miss all my term test, how?! I dont want to go back on my term break to take exams lo, But i got no choice!
Its only the 15days of school from the start till now and i have already pon for like 5days. Pathetic! But study hard yo, i want my GPA to be like above 3?!
S$5 plan is coming again. Im feeling super poor now, no financial support, no income.... How to survive?! So must like start my S$5 plan le, hungry eat maggiemee! No shopping, no bubbletea, no fastfood! Cos like i realise i have been spending alot on this which is like expensive lah. I know people will be like bubbletea expensive?! Eh i everytime order double pearl and i usually get from each a cup, like that S$2.50 a cup, half of my daily allowance gone le! So much control.

The only word that can describe my life now is BUSY! I got no time of anything except for trainings and school. Thats why im still considering whether to join TP team, like if i join now i will have training everyday except for sunday. And is like i wont have time for my family, friends and myself.
Im starting to disliike some of my classmates already, SO childish and always asking the STUPIDEST question! Chairperson and vice chairperson always disagree with eachother cos both wants to be the main leader in class. And for the stupid question, its from my vice chairperson, discussing about the drinks we going to sell during a school event, its like a funfair. We are selling fizzy drinks, and everyone knows that fizzy drinks without ice will be horrible. So the plan is to keep all the ice in the icebox and the drinks can just leave it there cos to preserve the ice is much more important. She said, 'Huh? You guys trying to say that you will give our customers drinks that is not cold cos the ice takes time to cool the drink.' My face is like totally sian, what kind of question is this, does the ice take 10days to cool the drinks or something?! I think im like kind of bad but i really cant help it but to shoot her back, i said 'in the first place i dont think there is any baichi out there who think this way, they will surely shake it or something what.  And this is not a big deal after all.'

Okay i seriously got nothing to post today, nothing about CNY or volleyball.
Perhaps CNY dinner on the 11th with friends, let me recall yah. Me, shiling, dorita, cas, tiff, yuwen, bridget, seeun, shumei, kokwai, steven, jackson, qinghai, bingyao, yaoming, jiahui, kaijie, eddie, james, yusoon, seb, junhui, gary, ivan, darryl. Hope i didnt leave out anyone, cant really rmb alrdy. But afterall, this dinner was kinda awesome! Eat, chat, play, and also get to see some 'long time no see' faces! Ohhyah and sorry people, IM JUST TOO LAZY TO UPLOAD THOSE PHOTO, give me some time yah. But im sure more of such gathering will be nice in future!:D
Zodiac monkey is like soooooooo unlucky in this metal tiger year lo! Although i didnt lost money while playing blackjack and stuff, but yah after doing research, we really very unlucky lea. Dont know which month will suffer from sometime like food poisoning, car accident and blah blah blah lah! So yah AMITABHA, hope i will have a safe 2010, AMEN! Nvm my horoscope kind of not bad this year!

Okay shall stop here, hope i can come back with some photos during my weekend trip in Malaysia with youth team. Yah but most importantly is WILL I UPLOAD?!

Olevels result,
English: D7 Wth!
Emaths: A2
Chinese: A1
Science: B3 :(
Humanities: B4
Amaths: C6 I PASS!
Okayaftter like 3months, i finally have some mood to post something. And hope i can actually update my post more oftenly?
Posted to TP, integrated facility management. Kind of interested in this course actually. But it will be better if i got in to hospitality and tourism, hope they will accept my DAE! And im looking forward to my new school, poly life sounds to fun, esp in TP:D 
Adult fare officially starts on 1st Feb for me! Its so horrible! Everytime i tap, i see my balances drop by dollars, i seriously feel like retaining! Hahah okay lah, not so serious actually. But yah, i really hope that some Sec1 student can drop their ezlink card and i will be the one picking it up! Hahah sounds rather evil yah!
Overseas trip this holidays, went to malacca with family members, thailand with youth team, genting with friends. These are like more to the holidays one lah, other malaysia trips with youth team are for competition actually. Malacca trip was fun, spend my day there walk around, eating and stuff. Had nonya lunch and lok lok for dinner!:D The amount i ate equals to the amount my mom, cousin and nephew ate. Horrible right, and  i think i did gain abit of weight. And for thailand trip, it was fun, both shopping and friendly part. Its the first time we played like a team, think that this trip was really a fruitful one for our skills, teamwork and the amount of goods we buy back! Ohhyah, not forgetting my voice was totally horrible there. I sound like a man, and on court i cant even shout! When i called back, mummy even ask 'WHO ARE YOU?!'. And i wont want that kind of voice back AGAIN! Lastly, genting trip with friend. Expecting it to be a bored one, but end up, it was fun! They did rock climbing, space shot, snooker, K session  etc, this is what i didnt do lah. Esp space shot, im the only one who did not even dare to queue up and sit on it! But its okay, i still proud that i did play cock screw!
Okay shall end here today, think my next post will be on the CNY dinner with friends bah:D

I seriously feel so bored to be in the team. Going training or not makes no differences, i didnt improve but only deprove. Cant admit that after joining youth team, my receiving area improve, but my attacking area is getting from bad to worse. I dont know what can i do to make me stay commited and stuff. Plus the bloodly system is like so corrupted, hate it ttm! And sometimes i will like drag myself to training, unwillingly. And this will not happen when im still in PHS, everything is so different now. I know i cant quit, because its like so irresponsible, but what can i do? Im not happy there and im sure some of us also feels the same. I cant tolerate things anymore! Im really sorry, my teammates!

Holidays holidays holidays! There is like numerous of stuff that i wanna do now! Training everywhere, shopping, kbox sessions, yoga lessons, finish all my dramas, overnight with mates, celebrate my birthday properly, movie marathon, international buffet, many meet ups, overseas trip, prawning, having enough sleep everyday, facial, cooking a feast for my family, okay and i just cant list everything out because there is too many of it!
Hahah okay shall not talk about my olevels cos i believe that it will simply ruin my mood. I cant wait for tmr to come! Im finally having my haircut after 4months since AYG. And and and, im going for a yoga lesson, its like so cool lah. Dorita's mom gave me a california fitess vouncher, hahah it last for a months and we can go for any lessons we like.
Okay shall stop here i guess, dont really know what to post(: Bye!

Hihi didnt attend history paper today, was feeling kinda bad in the morning so decided to rest at home. Woke up at 630 in the morning, ate some random panadol, cough syrup and went back to sleep. Then shumei called and woke me up again at 1, she asked whether wanna go town or not. Hahah although was feeling much better but need to attend vas dinner tonight so decided not to meet her. Showered, watched tv while waiting for lingying as i was suppose to meet her at 3. Know what, end up she was bloody late for an hour and reach at 4. Headed to northpoint to get qihui's present. Bought a bagpack for her, and the reason is simply cos we hate her carrying the stupid jusco recycle bag which she finds it not bad huh. Hahah after that head to mac to wrap up her stuff.
Reached khatib at like 6? And it was like downpouring? Dinner was simply normal but i didnt expect it to be so formal with like so many people plus ministers and mps ard. Think everyone had a great time singing along with the 2uncles that came to preform some singing session for us bah. Coach also bought a huge cake for qihui jiaen michelle and lingying as their birthday is in the september. Went with qihui michelle lingying and joelle after dinner, while coach send joelle and lingying home. Then headed to some coffeeshop near michelle's place, ate some pratas, chit chatted for awhile. Dont really feel like going home tonight so went over to qihui's place with michelle since 3 of us is going for training tmr.
Hahah started stalking people facebook, youtubes and stuff. Saw some really interesting video at xiaxue's blog, hahah the girl kissing thing kinda disgusted me and michelle. Was feeling abit hungry so yah, cooked noodles and drank milo! Played pokercards and cam-whored for awhile after that. Decided to play with photoshop but eventually we failed! Seriously like dont know how to use can!
Okay shall stop here! Hahah and lastly a happybirthday to the fighter no.1 again!:D

Okay im only left with history and scienceMCQ for prelims2.Would be having my history paper tmr, i cant wait! Im afraid that i cant even go for tmr's paper lo. Dragged myself out of bed today, hahah was shocked by the first word that comes out of my mouth. It just sound like some funny cartoon voice, but getting much better when i speaks more, however afterall i still sound like a man.
Amaths paper yesterday was still okay, believe that i could do much better if i manage to study more chapters. Was kinda happy(: And i have learn my lesson, im gonna bring 2calculator for every mathematics exams in future. Cos my calculator sudden turn blackout while doing my amaths paper sia, my jaws is like dropping when i see the numbers disappearing slowly. Hahah and today's paper2 was super horrible, its like so difficult can. But forget it man, let it motivate me to do better for my Olevels. I hate to fall sick during exams period, coughing like mad and block nose serious make me and those mates beside me super irritated.
Hope i get better tmr, if not i dont know whether will i be going for the paper. For example today, i cant even concentrate for my paper!

36days left to Olevels! L1R5>20(:

I've got no mood to study today!

Hihi i dont know what am i doing here at this point of time but yah, felt rather bored so shall post some nonsense today. I should be revising my studies now right, but. I think i only left with 54days to my first paper and yet, i have not even started revising my chemistry biology and history lo. How am i gonna get L1R5<20 in this manner, die! Seriously i hope i cannnnnn get a pass for my amaths in this prelim 2, hahah passing amaths is a difficult task for me okay! And im like only done with 3chapters till now, shittttt.
I so glad that most of my papers are in the afternoon except for those humanities paper, which means i can study from night till morning! Happy happy:D
2days away from my biology paper, gonna start study now. Hope i can finish at least 10chapters, if not i think i would get a fail on my result slip for science no matter how well i do for my chemistry luh. Goodluck to this lazy idiot.
Temptation is killing me recently! Could i just have more self discipline! Im so tempted to play ball, so tempted to shop, so tempted to slack and everything. Woohoo congrats to my result if i continue to be like this. Gonna motivate myself by rewards first, hahah any sponsors?
Okay thats all for today, bye!

Shiling, hejun, dorita, kokwai, steven, bingyao, qinghai, jackson, russel, jerome, jianyi. Study hard for Olevels yah!:D

How i wish i have lesser topics to study for my exams,
how i wish i could have more self discipline,
how i wish i can have enough sleep everynight,
how i wish i have 48hours everyday.
Have been under going tons of stress recently. I seems to have endless topics and homework to complete, test coming one after another. And i haven even start practicing my tenyearseries. How?! I've got 5books of it for me to complete. And prelim2 is coming soon, time to study!
And for volleyball, although my finger is recovering fast but still dont think i could play yet. Cos all my muscles is gone! But its okay, think i should stop volleyball for now. And im considering of leaving the team. I once tell myself that only if there is another subsetter playing for the team, if not i will stay. Because there is like only 1subsetter in the past which is me, but yeah now there is michelle and she is playing that position well enough:) I will make up my mind soon.
Think i will spend my coming weekends at farrerpark, feel like having a break there. Shall see how again, but think brother will be going over anyway.
Im tired! For everything.